REFLECTIONS

Shimmering

Blurry

Never staying still

Distortions of reality

Reversed

SPLASH!   Gone

Wait with Patience

Try to Decipher it again

Can we trust the reflections of our minds?!

Most of my poetry follows a very rhythmic pattern, but sometimes I just like to sit back and observe something and write down the first words that come to my mind and then see if it relates to anything in life.   This one I actually jotted down on an envelope while I was watching my kids play at the swimming pool. I focused on the water and all the activity that was going on in it.   So much activity goes on in our minds on a day to day basis. Trying to remember something from years ago can be difficult, and it made me wonder how well we can trust our memories after they have been jumbled with everything else our brain is expected to sort out.  The attached picture I took at the Boise Zoo and was amazed at vividness of the reflection. In fact when I had it printed, I had a hard time knowing which end was land and which was water. Upon further examination , however, I was able to pick out certain objects that were not in the reflection.  It was very intriguing to me!

THE ANIMAL WITHIN

The animal within can relay a lot about you.
Which one is the animal most closely related to you?
Are you prideful like a lion, looking down on all he sees?
Are you joyful like a monkey, swinging carefree through the trees?
Are you loyal like a dog that doesn’t leave its master’s side,
Or are you timid like a mouse that will run away and hide?
Do you stretch like the giraffe that reaches high for hopes and dreams,
Or are you like the schools of fish working well within their teams?
Are you curious like a kitten, always mischief to be found,
Or observant like a panther, watching without a sound?
Do you laugh like the hyena, bringing smiles to all faces,
Or are you growly like a bear as he grumbles and he paces?
Are you generous like the meerkat, always helping neighbors out,
Or are you like the hoarding squirrel, for his own needs he has doubt?
Are you slow like the elephant, deliberate in each move,
Or are you fast like the cheetah, his quick thinking he must prove?
Are you busy like a honey bee and never settling down,
Or are you like the sloth, to an easier life you are bound?
Are you zealous like the dolphin, chattering all the way,
Or are you like a rabbit, reserved  and quiet all the day?
Are you aggressive like the wolf, never having any fear,
Or  are you gentle like the lamb, to safety you’ll stay near?
Are you anxious like the busy ant, bustling here and there?
Do you exhibit the eagle’s strength,  flying high up in the air?
Some are noble, some are pure, admirable, right and lovin’.
From time to time  evaluate  the animal within.

By JoEllen Claypool

DANCE

Dance in the sun

Dance in the rain

Dance through the fun

Dance through the pain

Dance with a smile

Dance with a tear

Dance through the hope

Dance through the fear

Dance with eyes closed

Dance with eyes wide

Dance all alone

Dance by my side

Dance on the rooftop

Dance on the stage

Dance in the love

Dance in the rage

Dance as you listen

Dance as you sing

Dance on a prayer

Dance on a wing

Dance in the snow

Dance in the leaves

Dance while life steadies

Dance while life weaves

Dance in the shadow

Dance in the glow

Dance while you wonder

Dance while you know

Dance early morning

Dance late at night

Dance with all heart

Dance with all might

Dance with a purpose

Dance carefree

Dance to consider

Dance just to be

Dance

By JoEllen Claypool

ACQUAINTANCE TO FRIEND

Acquaintance to friend, 

an almost magical event. 

At what point does it actually occur? 

As soon as you hear the first genuine laugh,

the first hug,

or when you truly start hearing her? 

When you start to hear 

beyond the words that are said 

but can hear the words of the eyes and heart. 

When you can begin feeling 

their hurt and their pain; 

that's when a true friendship will start. 

Then walls are broke down 

and they will let you come in 

and share the life they have had. 

You can be silly at times 

or just sit quiet together 

and share the good and the bad. 

A trust starts to form, 

bond you might say, 

and the road in your life will bend.

You start a new journey, 

a new chapter of a book. 

They are no longer an acquaintance but a friend. 

By JoEllen Claypool

EVEN IF

Keeping our emotions in check is a very difficult thing. Wouldn't you agree?  Many of our emotions are dependent on our circumstances.  We get frustrated if things don't go our way.  We get  angry if someone cuts us off in traffic or we feel that some injustice has been done to us.  We are sad if we lose someone we love. We feel insecure if we are not being recognized. We may be disappointed if someone else wins a record-breaking lottery. Those are all natural emotions. However, we have to exercise some control. II Timothy 1:7 says "For God has not given us the spirit of fear or timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self discipline."  It has always comforted me to know that the one emotion that I know can remain constant is joy. No matter what I am experiencing, my joy can never be altered because it is not dependent on my circumstances but on the hope that I have in Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior.

I have MORE good news! There is an emotion that we do not have to control:  unashamedness.  Yes, it's a word. I looked it up. It is the feeling of no remorse, shame or embarrassment.  In fact it can be an impossible one to control. In Acts 4, Peter and John have just been released from jail and have been told not to speak the name of Jesus again.   Acts 4:20 shows their response. "As for us, we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard." They just couldn't help it! They HAD to speak about it.

Wouldn't it be great if our faith was as natural as our emotions that want to explode from our inner being?  Three young men in the Bible have become my new heroes lately as I have examined one little phrase that they said to King Nebuchadnezzar as they were getting ready to be thrown into the fiery furnace. Here is the passage from Daniel 3:16-19:   "16 Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego replied to the king, "O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. 17 If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and he will rescue us from your hand, O king. 18 But even if he does not, we want you to know, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up." 19 Then Nebuchadnezzar was furious with Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, and his attitude toward them changed."

Did you catch the phrase that hit me? In verse 18 , the words BUT EVEN  IF hit me like a brick. They were so sure of the fact that the Lord was their Defender and that He was able to save them. They even said, "He WILL rescue us from your hand".  These boys were wise enough to know that the way in which God chose to defend them and rescue them may not necessarily look like what they felt rescuing was, but they would be rescued nonetheless. No matter what they were being threatened with , they were not willing to compromise their faith.  "EVEN IF He does not...we will not serve your gods." That's a boundary, if I've ever seen one!  What courage! Do you have that kind of faith? EVEN IF things don't go your way, are you going to continue to serve God?  No matter what's at stake, are you willing to live in obedience and trust that God will rescue you? Are you willing to take it a step further, as these young men did, and be unashamed and proclaim boldly that you will continue to serve your God?

It made me reflect on a few of my EVEN IF moments from the past. EVEN IF my marriage fails, am I going to continue to serve? EVEN IF I have a miscarriage, am I going continue to praise the name of the Lord? EVEN IF it takes me over a year to conceive again, am I going to acknowledge that the Lord is in control? EVEN IF my house burns down, am I going to love the Lord my God with all my heart, soul, mind and strength?  EVEN  IF I have to sit back and helplessly watch my husband go through the loss of his ailing father and muster the strength to preach at his funeral, am I going to fall at the feet of Jesus and thank Him for that trial?

Here is my honest answer. I got angry. I asked, "Why?" I cried many tears throughout my trials. However,  I never lost my joy or my hope and I never doubted who I was or Whose I was. I remember the pastor from our previous church asking me how I was doing after our house fire. I gave a one word answer, "Victorious." Believe me, I was just as surprised as he was with the answer that automatically came out of my mouth. I am victorious in any situation because I am the daughter of the King Most High! I am Royalty and I choose to have EVEN IF faith!

Isn't it Funny?

Isn't it funny how you have different friends for different needs in your life? In my last post, I shared about the encouragement I receive from my writing pals.  Today, I want to give a shout out to my church sisters.   Again, it is a group of women who "get" me, but on a different level than my writing buddies do. So maybe I should change the initial question of "Isn't it funny?" to "Isn't God good?!"

We are knit together with so many different characteristics that one person couldn't possibly relate to them all. God was the Knitter, He knows that so He brings little pockets of people to encourage each of our attributes.  Even our husbands can't relate on every level. They definitely serve a purpose and meet needs that our girlfriends can't in the areas of protecting, providing, ... and stuff. God brings certain people across our paths for a reason: to supply a need, to spur us on, to laugh with us.

I have  mentioned before that my husband and I have quite the opposite senses of humor. Here is another example. We were at a church music concert last weekend.   Even though we have watched this group, The Joint Heirs, many times and they sing some of the same songs each time, I tend  to get teary-eyed.  I can't help it. Different songs hit me at each concert, depending on what is going on in my life at that time.  Well, this night was no different.  Tears were running down my face, the pastor's wife handed me a tissue and I hear my husband compassionately whisper, "Quit your sniveling. We are supposed to be the rocks in this establishment."  I am used to this sort of teasing so I didn't miss a lick. I whispered back, "The Bible says that even the rocks will cry out."  Now, I did get a smile out of him, but my sisters would have laughed out loud!

Like my writing friends, my church sisters and I can play off each others humor very well too, but at a different level. We hang out a lot and have a lot of material we can use in our laugh sessions.   I set up a Sisters facebook page and we also have a group message. After one of our humorous  message sessions one of the girls decided that SIS should stand for Slightly Insane Sisters. Very fitting, I must say!

We have the younger women on there, the middle aged and the older women. The young girls in the group giggle at some of the conversations the middle-aged ones engage in, although they can be quick to throw a punchline in there as well. The older ones are usually so quiet that sometimes we forget they are there until we see a remark pop up from them, making us hope we didn't cross a boundary. Of course, we keep it clean, we just get carried away at teasing each other at times.  I approached one of the older ladies at church one day and said, "I hope we haven't been offensive in our interactions on our group message." She laughed and said she loved reading them and that she still  feels very young in her mind and hadn't been offended at all.

I love the assurance I have in this group of women that even though there is a time for laughter, that they will be the first lending a shoulder when there is a time for tears.  We have shared many heartaches over the years on many different levels, whether it be over hurt feelings, trouble with our children and marriages, or a death in the family. My sisters are the first ones that are there for me. They listen, the cry with me, they offer advice from the Bible and from their hearts.

My sisters and I are a team and I don't know what I do without them.   As our church grows, the needs become greater and I have some serious worker bees that I can call upon to help me. I love that!  I love that we can work together and serve together and laugh together.   This weekend we have been invited to go on a retreat with another church and five of us will be attending.   A few of them have not met my sisters from the other church yet and I am excited to see the interaction that they will have. I know my girls here will bring a flare to the event that I'm not quite sure the other girls are prepared for, but I can guarantee that flare is what will make them invite us again next year!  I also can guarantee that I will have a LOT more to write about next week upon our return!  God is good!

I Get By With a Little Help From My Friends!

I just spent the day at a restaurant with a couple of great friends, although we were missing one from the group today who was unable to attend.   These are not girls that I am able to hang out with every day as we live in different parts of the valley. However, we love to get together to share a common interest: writing.  Each of us has a deep passion for writing. We have important things to tell the world and penning these ideas on paper is the path we have chosen.

Have you ever left someone's company feeling inspired and encouraged?  That is what these friends do for me.   If we are stuck on an aspect of writing, we are able to brainstorm together.  If we are needing an honest assessment of our work, we know we can count on each other to be truthful and helpful.  If we are embarking on a new writing adventure, we can count on each other to show enthusiasm.  I always leave our meetings wanting to go home and write!

We all need people in our lives who "get" us. When someone asks me about my projects, my heart FILLS with joy and  I could talk all day about it.  However, for the listener , a little bit may go a long way.   When you are with others who share a common interest, the sky is the limit.  You never have to worry about talking too much about one topic because they will be talking just as much about the same topic!

When this particular group and I get together, we play off of each other's humor well, which makes it even more fun!  We laugh and giggle and crack silly jokes.  There is a lot of play on words because words are our best friends!  If I use the same humor around my husband, I am more likely to get an eye roll than a chuckle. Although he is my biggest fan, our humor is not always on the same wavelength.

I want to encourage each of you to find your niche. What are your interests? What talents do you have? Find a group that will nurture those gifts. Meet with them periodically and experience that enjoyment of being you completely.   We have to spend enough time during our days trying to fit into molds that are too confining. Allow yourselves the freedom to meet with like-minded people who cheer you on in your endeavors.  It keeps us going!

The girls and I have been very excited to gather our talents together and offer opportunities to be that encouraging word in another writer's life and help them to achieve their dreams.  You can learn more about us (myself, Carol Green, Phyllis Vavold and Sheila Eismann) and see for yourself the exciting things that are going on in our world by visiting http://idahocreativeauthorsnetwork.com/ . We love being able to meet with other people that have  the passion for writing because we are able to customize our events according to their needs.